November Rain

It's cloudy. It is never good when it's cloudy in November. I mean, I do like 'November Rain' but not in real life, man! And I have a lot to do. Actually, my life just started... and getting started is never easy. There is so much to do that I am having stick-on notes all over my desk (my boss thought yesterday they were for work). I wish I did not have to get started all over again. I wish life was easy, that I could stay at home forever and never move to the city, never look for apartments and then stuff to fill the apartment with... It's not that I could not have sustained myself if I didn't do all these. But sometimes you just have to come out of your comfort zone, push yourself for apparently being someone in your life(as if I was invisible) and stand on your own two feet(I usually borrow others')...
And to top it all, it's cloudy. We are so helpless against nature that sometimes I feel real sad. What with all the technology and bullshit gadgets, we can't even make a cloud shift one mm without nature's will. Maybe that is for our own good...apparently everything is! Be it a cheating boy friend, a back stabbing friend, a colon cancer, a failed job... it is always for the better... ain't it folks!
Funny it is how we learn to console ourselves like just now I made myself some extra sweet tea, closed the windows and shut the blinds. If I don't see the clouds and pretend it's evening...I am going to survive happy today! yo! yo! yo!